Saturday, July 16, 2005

Back to Singapore

Ha it's kinda cute, I walked to the lounge to use the computer when I noticed something different. The sign. It said 15,000 Rp for an hour; it used to say 15,000 for unlimited usage. I am wondering if it had anything to do with me using the PC for 4 hours yesterday (hey it was raining outside alright). Sigh no more downloading porn anymore. Those cheapskate bastards.

I will be on my flight back home tomorrow morning. I say this with a heavy heart. Yes I do not wanna leave this island paradise that I wish I could call home. The people here have accepted me with open arms as one of their own. They have helped me when I needed help (for a token sum). Now I know how it feels to let go of something you love with all your heart. I love you Indonesia. And I will be back someday.

I am a little apprehensive about going back though. What if it had changed during my time away? What if the people I know are no longer there? K that's a bit far-fetched but what if THEY had changed and I no longer recognize them? Or maybe I was the one who had changed, what if I had become a different person from the one my parents knew before I left? Would they still be willing to accept me back?

I guess I will know the answer tomorrow. Wish me luck.


  1. Shouldn't be that different right? Stallion is still the Stallion. :)

  2. no downloading of porn? I hope you make it through. ;)

  3. hey wass up??
    me would love indonesia too if i went there. now since i get to know it vicariously through you. i'll settle for that.

  4. hey..
    msn means hotmail right?
    i can only see a gmail id on your blog. Am i missing something here dude?

  5. Yeah my msn addy is in my blogger profile which is here :

    Don't wanna put it here cos it will get spamified.