There comes a time when a man has to decide about what is important in his life. For me that time was 2 weeks ago.
Yes you readers (all 10 of you) probably have noticed that I have not been blogging regularly since I got back from India, and at least one of you might have wondered why. The reason is the near death experience I had there has changed me in ways I never thought I could.
Things that used to be important to me just don't seem to matter anymore. Blogging for example, it seems so pointless now, a complete waste of time. I start wondering why I wasn't doing more constructive things instead. Life is so short, do I really wanna spend writing about how mundane it is to a bunch of people who don't even care?
But that's not all. A lot of other things that I used to enjoy immensely (e.g. midget porn) now bore me to tears. It's kinda scary. I feel so lost now, so out of place in this world, like a freak. I didn't know how to deal with it.
So I did what any self-respecting Indian would do in times of trouble; I turned to alcohol. Yesterday, for the first time in my life, I got high before 6 pm. My friend I was with fell asleep on the table as well from all the alcohol, although she later tried to insist that it was not due to the alcohol but rather my 'boring and predictable' stories of my company's servers. Some people just can't admit that they can't hold their liquor, it's sad. Anyway after the drinking session I felt so much better, it's like all my worries just disappeared. I highly recommend it to anyone who are having problems they just can't handle. Sure all your problems will come back the next day when you sober up but that's why I am gonna go drinking again later today.
So basically I am saying that don't expect any updates here so as I will probably be too drunk most of the time to even bother with this blog. You will probably get like one post every few weeks if you are lucky. And it will probably sound incoherent.