Yep it lasted a whole of one week. I blame the friend who begged me to go with her to KFC over the weekend. All my resolve simply dissipated as I saw the chicken breast in front of me, I began tearing into it like a ravenous caveman. It was not pretty, there were chicken parts flying everywhere, some of it landed on my shirt and hair. My friend lost her appetite after watching me eat, and the kid who was sitting beside us started crying in fear.
Sometimes you just can't change who you are, no matter how hard you try.
Work has been suckier than normal. I hate implementations. That's when you have to go down to the customer and install stuff on their machines. It's boring as hell and serves no benefit to me, I did it a million times before. I got 2 coming up in the next 2 weeks, one in Singapore Polytechnic and the other in NTU. Grrrr. I need a break from everything. From the souless machines. From the constant demands of the customers. From dating chicks with curfews. From this life.
I got a bad case of the blues.
What I am doing here, I haven't got a clue.
I spend my day sacrificing my soul on the corporate altar,
While at night I dream amazing dreams, in them I am a famous writer.
It's funny, when I was in school I couldn't wait to work
But now it isn't what I thought it would be, despite its perks.
I am still unsure of what my future holds.
But I ain't hopeful, I feel like I have already lost my soul.